-p.s i love you-

seeming and being are not one and same. i know you know that.
ever hear the saying that you need to be scared to be brave?oh,we all feel scared at times-there's nothing wrong with that- but there will come a day when you will stop feeling scared.

learn to love yourself, learn to love your new life.

there is a million places i refused to go to when Maureen died. we used to go for walks in the Botanical Gardens every Sunday and i just couldnt go there anymore after i lost her. there were a million little memories contained in every flower and three, her favourite rose garden-just everything about it reminded me of her.

you have to confront things and think positively, i say to myself this is a place we used to laugh in, cry in, fight in, and when you go closer to them. you can celebrate the love you had instead of hiding from it.some people go through life searching and never find their soul mates. they never do. we just happened to have them for a shorter period of time than we hoped for. its sad, but it's life.

embrace the fact that you had someone whom you loved and who loved you back.